This track is about a one guy who wants to kill himself but he's too coward to do it. The song lyrics are the explanation of his letter.
lyrics
(Letter)
Hey, if you are reading this I'm just wondering right now If I have to disappear or not, but hey, you're reading this shit so I'm gonna tell you the truth. But first of all I want to tell you thank you... thanks for helping me a lot, but it's time to say farewell... I'm tired of this world infested by people who laught at me in my back, pointing at me with their fucking sticky finger when they say "haha", and jerking off in my face like it's funny... and it is, but not for me... Sorry for what's going to happen... Sorry... I love you all...
(Song)
Here is,
a wasted man,
he's coming insane...
again...
but nobody cares...
I guess...
Yes he's the man
who is so damned.
Look at me lonely eyes,
I'm telling you lies,
"it's all alright",
it's just my sigh,
another advice...
of suicide...
Suicide
Suicide
Suicide... oh yeah...
(chorus)
But I'm ready to go!
My body is wounded
I can see my life
is drowning in a fucking jar!
NO!
You don't know my body is wounded?
and I don't care anymore!
My life is the fucking Sun.
And I know it's very wrong,
but I love it too much,
life's going too fast...
And I don't care anymore!
Wasted Man.
Wasted Man.
Wasted man.
Complaining,
Without appointment
Surrender,
my fucking thoughts along the way.
My way, my way, my way,
my way, my way, my way,
my way, my way, my way, (it's my only way)
my way, my way, my way, (my only way)
(chorus)
But I'm ready to go!
My body is wounded
I can see my life
is drowning in a fucking jar!
NO!
You don't know my body is wounded?
and I don't care anymore!
My life is the fucking Sun.
And I know it's very wrong,
but I love it too much,
life's going too fast...
And I don't care anymore!
Wasted Man.
Wasted Man.
Wasted man.
GO!
If it's a lie well, who would care?
let me show all I have to share,
How many times I've been thinking 'bout myself?
How many times I've been thinking 'bout myself?
My mornings're so beautiful,
it's a pity that I drop my soul,
my mornings are so wasted,
I can take you there, just trust it.
My nights are so wet,
I feel like I've never met myself,
My nights are so wet,
AND I FEEL LIKE I'VE NEVER MET MYSELF!
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